23:00 - 30:40 meรฐ vatni, meรฐ vindiโ(โwith the water, with the wind)
30:40 - 39:52 Slow me down
39:52 - 59:47 Conversation
59:48 - 1:04:35 Might have gotten scared
1:04:35 - 1:08:52 Grow
1:08:53 - 1:22:26 Who are you
1:22:27 - 1:29:26 Untitled 1
1:29:27 - 1:31:26 Untitled 2
1:31:27 - 1:52:00 The way I've always known to breathe
1:52:01 - 2:00:28 I felt it (apart from the body)
2:00:29 - 2:14:03 February (ending)
2:14:04 Last Light
So last year around the end of the summer I suffered from a mental breakdown that I probably should have been hospitalized for but wasn't. So instead I left Toronto for a bit and moved in with my mom for a period of 4 months.
During those 4 months my one and only goal was to write music that was personal to me, away from all the preconceived notions I had about my own music and production quality and the expectations that I feel others might have about what my music should sound like.
So I did that.
I've been sitting on these songs for a few months not knowing what to do because like everything I've ever done they are not "finished"... There is still many things I want, but know I will never do to these songs to truly make them finished, but this is the same problem I ran into 2-3 years ago when I went to release a full length album and never did, because I thought the project wasn't fully realized or the songs weren't finished or I felt the pressure from people around me and on the Internet to create and or achieve a certain image with the music that I myself didn't understand how to achieve.
I feel that same pressure building again with this music, but where I am mentally these days is so far removed from that period of time, and to be honest I want to say I no longer care (even though I do). So my way of showing myself I don't care is to put the music I've made onto the Internet for people to listen to.